Almost all of the questions over the last week or so have brought me back to another questions...
Do I live like I really believe that which I say is true?
Unfortunately, if I'm honest about it, the answer is 'no' more times than I would like to admit. I know that my heart has been set free, but I don't always live like I really believe it. I say that I know I am forgiven and believe guilt has no place in the Kingdom, but I still let it keep me from fully living the life I was created for. I believe that even the small things should be done with excellence and if we are faithful with those things God will give us more, but I still slack off with some of the everyday opportunities. I say I believe what God says is true, but sometimes I keep waiting on Him for just one more sign to confirm it. And the list goes on...
In a Reflex group this week, I was telling someone that part of me would be interested to know what my family and friends would say is the driving force in my life and part of me is scared of their answer. I don't know that the words of my mouth and the thoughts in heart are fully lining up with my actions. And I'm really challenged by that.
I want to live as if I really believe that which I say is true. This season, I am praying for the courage to live differently.
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